Sunday, October 12, 2008

And I will go down with this ship...

This weekend was probably the worst weekend I've had here in the UK. Friday night was, to put it bluntly, lame. Saturday after running in the morning, I went into school and did marking/prepping for this week for four hours, lunch/walk in the woods with Jason was lovely (only nice thing about the weekend really...) finally getting my card at HSBC, doing a bit of therapy shopping/drinking with Michelle, and then heading to bed at 11pm (what a Saturday night...). Today after running in the morning, I got myself ready and graded/cleaned/planned all day long. I've been so frustrated with this entire situation that I actually cleaned my ENTIRE house with the exception of my housemates rooms. Swept, hoovered, and wiped down every square inch of the main areas (including my room); A good stress relief (as is this post)--at least when I'm stressed I'm productive. Tonight will be spent finishing my marking of one classes exams, a glass of wine and one of my books.

I'm a bit ticked off that I needed to go into work on a Saturday; my father brought it my attention that I actually worked for the past 8 days straight (Sunday-Sunday). *sigh* I suppose in the back of my mind I knew that this was going to be the case during my first year. I hope that, as I become acclimated with teaching, it becomes easier and I can give myself more "me" time. It's terrible that I feel guilty for taking time out of my day today to clean/do laundry/make and eat dinner. It's like I'm student teaching again--at least I'm getting paid for this. 

5 comments:

SJA said...

Did you change this post? I could have sworn I read something different before (I glanced at it without really processing the info and read the post below it instead)?

Ashley said...

Yeah I didn't like how it read so I deleted the parts that I didn't like (aka the entire first paragraph). Oops :-p

Lil Qveen said...

i thought it looked shorter!

i'm sorry things didn't work out- but don't worry- you are too good and wonderful of a person to not have the best- and you will find it-

and if not- we'll move in together and get a bunch of cats and let everyone think we're the weird old ladies in town that eat the little kids if they go into our yard... =D

actually- that sounds like a better plan than trying to find someone with a y chromosome at the moment... lol

Ashley said...

well at the moment it's not completely 'done.' we're waiting until i get back from Rome and he sorts his shit out to see whether or not we'll actually continue with this.

you. me. a house full of cats. sounds pretty good if you ask me ;) HAHAHA

Lil Qveen said...

well then- he can come visit-- but above all- you are my wife =P